es because that's what it was really about. >> pay it forward. >> what a great story! well there is some breaking news to tell you about. it involves hillary clinton. let's get right to "newsroom" with carol costello. >> hi carol. >> get to the breaking story in a minute. "newsroom" starts now. happening now in the "newsroom," a blistering response to senate republicans' letter to iran. both the obama administration and the iranian government hammering back. is the gop's plan about to back fire. also more fallout at the university of oklahoma. a fraternity under fire over this racist chant. >> [ bleep ]. >> i'll talk with the national chapter. plus -- >> whoa -- >> a third major train crash in recent weeks. is it safe to ride the rales. let's talk live in the "cnn newsroom." this is cnn breaking news. and good morning to you. i'm carol costello.

thanks so much for joining me. right to the breaking news out of the political world. hillary clinton will meet with the press today following a united nations speech around 1:30, that's eastern time. this information according to an aid familiar with her plans. brianna keilar is on the phone with more on this. hi brianna. >> reporter: hi there, carol. we now have a couple of sources telling us that hillary clinton will be addressing the e-mail controversy. she has a previously scheduled speech that she's giving today keynoting a women's empowerment event at the united nations so we understand that she's going to address the press after this. all of this has come together really after this controversy has now been going on for more than a week. this dragged on of course late last week and then over the weekend you started to hear beginning with dianne feinstein's democrats coming out and saying hillary clinton needs to address this. so talking to sources that i spoke with it seems clear that hillary clinton and her team

started to realize over the weekend that this situation was becoming untenable. it wasn't going away. you know that it started off the show a parody of hillary clinton for "saturday night live" on saturday. so late in the weekend i understand that people close to hillary clinton started calling around to top democrats saying look we're dealing to deal with this. we're going to address it. it appears yesterday wasn't the best venue to do it. we're going to hear from her today. we'll see if she answers questions and addresses it as fully as people think she needs to. >> brianna keilar reporting. hillary clinton will address the e-mail controversy around 1:30 2:00 eastern time. we'll keep you posted. there's major backlash over the open letter republican senators sent to iran. it warned tehran any nuclear

deal struck with president obama could be nullified when he leaves the office. traders, that's how the "new york daily news" condemns the 47 republican senators who signed the open letter. they're trying to sabotage any deal and iran it seems to agree. the foreign minister saying quote, in our view this letter has no legal value and is mostly a propaganda ploy. those gop senators are doubling down. senator john mccain is mocking the administration's response and its claims that the letter undermines a sitting president. mccain dismisses the argument as quote, an overreaction from a hysterical white house. cnn's sunlan serfani is at the white house and fred pleitgen is in tehran. >> this has reignited the fires fight between senate republicans and the white house really highlighting how the partisan

divide in washington that's played out repeatedly is now seeping on over into foreign policy. now keep in mind this is unprecedented unprecedented. this letter was sent directly to a country that's on the state sponsored terrorist list. in a strongly worded statement from vice president biden he says quote, the 36 years in the united states senate i cannot recall another instance in which senators wrote directly to advise another country, much less a long-time foreign adversary that the president does not have the constitutional authority to reach a meaningful understanding with them. and this is what has really set off the white house on this issue. the feeling they believe that it undermine's the president's authority and something that they're particularly sensitive about given the controversy just last week with the way that prime minister benjamin

netanyahu addressed congress. tom cotton defended this letter. he denied that it was to undercut the president. >> this is about stopping iran to get a nuclear deal. they need to understand that under our constitution congress plays a critical role in approving international agreements. if congress does not approve anna agreement the agreement p r will not necessarily have lasting effect. future congresss or future presidents can change them. the deal that is emerging would allow iran to develop a path towards a nuclear weapon and that's not acceptable because it's too dangerous to the united states and too dangerous to the world. >> reporter: senator cotton had 46 other senate republicans sign onto the letter carol, including senate majority leader mitch mcconnell which is notable.

putting aside the way they reached out, there is concern from democrats and republicans on capitol hill about the deal. >> thank you. let's head to iran for more reaction and fredrik pleitgen. hi fred. >> hi carol. yeah the iranian government for a very long time has been saying they believe the republicans are trying to humiliate president obama. it was interesting because there was a very swift and a very strong response from the government here in the form of a statement that was sent to us by iran's foreign minister. and in that statement on the one hand he did take offense to the fact that in that letter that the gop senators wrote they also said that maybe the iranian politicians were not fully aware of the u.s. constitutional process. he says they are fully aware of the constitutional process and he said that they believe that if there is some sort of agreement, that that would be legally binding for the united

states. they have to legalize that's not the only policy. if anna agreement is made it will be between iran and various other countries including the united states but certainly not the united states alone. now as you said before the iranians came forward and called this a pr ploy. i want to repeated read you from the statement that the foreign ministry sent to us. they said while the negotiations have not borne fruit, pressure groups in the u.s. are so worried that they are using extraordinary measures to prove that they just like netanyahu, oppose any kind of agreement. he went on to say, the foreign minister did, that the letter that was sent will have no effect on the negotiations at least from the iranian point of view. certainly they are causing a stir in tehran. >> fredrik pleitgen reporting live from tehran. former members of the now defunct sae at the university of

oklahoma have until midnight tonight to vacate their house. in the meantime the president of the university is trying to figure out if they can legally expel the students. the biggest fallout will come from the storied football team. yesterday they linked arms and walked out of practice in protest. in the meantime the school's famed former coach, barry switzer, an honorary member of sae tried to calm things down. >> i have never heard that form of language. i was just disgusted when i heard it. these kids pay a tremendous price. they wouldn't accept it. they would have expelled them themselves. the people that were on the bus were freshman and don't even live in this house. >> nick valencia is on the university campus in norman oklahoma this morning to tell us more. good morning, nick. >> reporter: good morning, carol. sigma alpha epsilon, the largest fraternity in the united states with more than 15,000 members, a

fraternity with a checkered past. now students and faculty on the university of oklahoma campus speaking out after their campus was rocked by a racial scandal involving the fraternity. >> [ bleep ]. >> reporter: that highly offensive racist chant belted out by sigma alpha epsilon is sending shivers through the university of oklahoma. prompting the football team the sooners, to march in solidarity. the moment taking precedence over practice. >> [ bleep ]. >> reporter: but outrage over the viral video elicited a more guttural response from the team's linebacker eric striker, lashing out in this emotional rebuttal on social media. >> [ bleep ]. racism don't exist in [ bleep ]. the same mother [ bleep ] talking about racism don't -- >> he spoke with cnn's don lemon monday night. >> we shouldn't tolerate that type of behavior here. it was such a bad reflection on

the people here. >> reporter: rover nightovernight they issued an apology. to those that were hurt and offended by these actions, especially the african-american community and our many african-american brothers. i apologize on behalf of our now closed chapter and the members who will be expelled. backlash from the video has a top high school recruit backing out of his early commitment to play for the oklahoma sooners. >> it was very disturbing to me. i don't like it. >> real sooners are not bigots. >> reporter: the university's president taking action severing all ties with sae demanding all members remove their belongings from campus saying students could be expelled. >> we have zero tolerance for racism. as i said i have a message for those that misuse their free speech to use racial slurs. you're a disgrace to this university. >> reporter: today's headline in the campus new hampshire "the oklahoma daily" real sooners are not racists.

this speaks the sentiment of the majority. >> nick valencia reporting live from oklahoma. i want to continue this discussion now. i'm joined by brandon weghorst a spokesperson for the national headquarters. brandon, welcome. >> thank you. >> i know sae apologized again saying most members are true gentlemen and that this behavior on board this bus was an anomaly an anomaly. critics insist it's engrained behavior. >> we have received a lot of criticism and a lot of allegations that people believe there's a cultural problem in the organization that we have failed to address issues about race about cultural awareness with our members but the truth is when you look at our undergraduate membership, they cannot relate to this behavior. anybody who is a member who

believes in this type of racial behavior they're not members. >> brandon, there are multiple reports of racial problems at sae houses. last november they were accused of being racist against jews. there was a cryptmas party. they were warned by your national headquarters after they repeatedly flew a confederate flag on their front lawn. we found several other examples dating back to 2000. how can you not say that this doesn't illustrate a pattern of racism? >> we realize it. they've attempted to do an issue.

they're trying to make decisions and take the decisions. they take the lead and our leadership is saying that we can do it now. this is an issue we are taking care of. sort of type cast on this. >> singing songs joyfully. >> the fraternity was upset. we chanted it. >> we have not heard this chant before. >> that's information we need to

know. it's part of the sigma alpha epsilon history. they would take joy in singing that song and doing that chant. regardless of whether or not it was done on video, it's wrong completely. >> well some might say that it was only because it was caught on video that anyone was punished at all and that this kind of behavior was well known, not only in sae's fraternity but in other fraternity houses on the campus of the university of oklahoma. >> we have looked at the cases that have come to us the things that other additional information and have started to investigate where these things come to our attention. this is a national organization. make sure people understand this is not acceptable and there are consequences for your actions. >> brandon weghorst thank you for being with me. i appreciate it.

>> absolutely. thanks for having me. next hour i'll talk with university president, david boren. still to come in the "newsroom," protesters swarm the capitol after an unarmed teen is killed. brian young is there. >> reporter: protesters tell us they are angry while the police chief wants to maintain that he has a relationship with this community, one that makes it not like ferguson. that story coming up live next.

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in wisconsin a family's appealing for peaceful demonstrations after a police

shooting left a 19-year-old unarmed biracial teenager dead and touched off three straight days of protests. >> hundreds of college and high school students marching through the streets to the wisconsin state capitol building chanting hands up don't shoot, no justice no peace. seems reminiscent after the deaths of michael brown and earn garner. the madison police chief hopes the community relations will not mirror those of ferguson. cnn's ryan young joins me from madison. good morning. >> good morning. we have seen some dirchss. in fact during that protest we heard them screaming tony robinson's name but all along the side we saw police officers blocking the road for the protesters and actually staying back to give a buffer to express themselves. we were here as they marched onto the state capitol going on the inside. they were letting their voices

be heard. this would be a peaceful protest. i can tell you the families pushing the point to make sure if you're going to remember tony robinson do it in the right way. >> we are not -- we are not proponents of anti-police. in regards to not trusting police, we don't condone that.

ake sure the community understands there will be a full investigation in this case. he wants to make sure there are not. >> why do you think it's different than ferguson? >> well it's only -- it's not different in the sense that we have a person of color cut down in his prime. he was unarmed by a police officer so whether i like it or not, i'm inextricably tied to ferguson. in terms of the community, in terms of the trust that's been garnered over many decades, i like to believe that we will not be defined by this incident unto itself. i believe that the outreach the relationships that we've established through our neighborhoods and schools so so many things that we do i'm hopeful that they will forgive

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some 40 people have been treated and released from a north carolina hospital after an amtrak train slammed into a tractor-trailer on the tracks. the frightening scene caught on cell phone video. >> get the hell out of the truck. oh my goodness. oh my god! oh, my god! oh! >> officials say two of the trains cars along with a locomotive derailed as a result. the crash was the third such incident involving trains in a little over a month. cnn's rene marsh has more from washington. good morning. >> reporter: good morning, carol. we're talking about weeks apart, metro-north in new york and then weeks later in california a metro link train and then this situation involving an amtrak train just yesterday. sadly, the situation looks like

this. there are thousands of accidents a year and hundreds of deaths and, carol, overwhelmingly the number of fatalities they are happening at these rail crossings. >> so what are officials doing to ensure the rails are safe? >> reporter: there is technology out there. there is technology for example, that prevents the cars from crumpling. we found that at play in the california incident. that's been known to save lives. there's also technology called positive train control. that would not have helped in this situation we saw yesterday, but it would help in a situation where maybe a train is going too fast or the conductor isn't paying attention, maybe the conductor fell asleep or is texting. we've seen situations like that in the past so positive train control has the ability to automatically stop the train, but oftentimes what gets in the way of widespread implementation and it happening very quickly is money. you hear a lot of these

companies, these train companies saying that they need more funding to make sure that the trains have this technology and have it a lot sooner sooner rather than later. i will say that congress has mandated that all commuter trains have this positive train control technology by the end of the year but just some stats for you, carol. there are 250,000 grade crossings in america and according to d.o.t. only half of those have automatic warning systems. only 1/3 of them have flashing lights and gates. so that's an issue, especially when you have vehicles that are crossing over. so they really want drivers to be alert and when you see those lights flashing they must stop. carol. >> good advice. rene marsh reporting live from washington. still to come in the "newsroom," the isis flag comes down. iraqi victories pile up. got the latest for you on new fighting in iraq.

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>> i think clinton thought this was just another. clearly we saw over the last week. we saw top democrats in the senate and elsewhere raising questions about these e-mails. we saw democrats in early primary states raising questions about these e-mails. we saw obama administration raising questions about this. what we're going to see later today after she gives a speech at the u.n. a huge zoo. there are going to be so many reporters up there, carol. it's going to be you know absolutely totally swamped. this is the first big sort of controversy sort of political hurdle really that hillary clinton has had to confront in what is likely her presidential campaign. we saw lots of sort of you

know things bubble up last year during her book tour. this is the first real serious controversy that cuts to her tenure as secretary of state, had he behavior as secretary of state and also her political abilities. frankly, the abilities of her staff to manage and deal with the press and controversies like this. you can be absolutely certain that republicans and republican researchers are getting their popcorn ready for this press conference carol. >> what time should we expect to eat our popcorn? >> sometime in the 2:00 hour it sounds like she's going to give a speech and then hold something between a press conference or a media avail, we're not quite sure what that's going to look like yet, but i can guarantee you that there will be north of 100 reporters there if not more than that. this is new york city after all. >> peter hamby, thanks so much. i'll be right back. i've been coloring liz's hair for years. but lately she's been coming in with less gray than usual what's she up to? root touch-up by nice'n easy... has the most shade choices designed to match even salon color

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p in northern iraq isis fighters are losing ground on two critical fronts. first, iraqi forces may be just days away from reclaiming the city of tikrit. it's been under isis control since june. second even more importantly, the group is showing signs of fractures in some of its other strong holds so could the isis rein of terror be weakening. cnn's ben wedeman is in baghdad with more about that. hi ben. >> reporter: hi carol. yes, if you look back just late last summer it definitely looked like isis was on a role. they were gaining territory in syria and iraq but now the situation is dramatically different. what we have here in this part of the country is outside tikrit we've seen iraqi forces which is a combination of militias

the army police tribesmen really closing in on that city of around 200,000 people. we have seen isis losing ground dramatically in recent days taking a lot of casualties and apparently what we're hearing from inside the city is that they are beginning to execute some of their own who ran away from the battlefield. we also know that others are trying to sneak out of the city among fleeing civilians. in northern iraq just outside of kirkuk there was a major battle where the kurds were able to retake 12 villages take a large area of land. definitely in the north and central iraq isis is really being pushed back. what's interesting is that when organizations like these, when they're winning, when they're gaining ground they gain more support and they gain more followers. but as it seems that their fortunes are changed rather

dramatically we are hearing from inside isis that there's beginning to be in fighting among, for instance the local fighters and those who come from abroad arguments over who gets the perks, who does the hard work. if you were here last year the atmosphere is much different. the threat of isis to many people does seem to be receding at the moment. carol? >> all right. ben wedeman reporting live from baghdad this morning. that said isis is still playing games. example, on any given day if you visit iflow.com, it looks like this. they're from pittsburgh. imagine you're the company's ceo and you visit your site and this pops up. take a look. the site was hacked by isis. in small print it says, we are ever everywhere it has a little winky face. it happened to phil laboon. he is the ceo of iflow.

phil thank you for joining me. his company was allegedly hacked by iflow. thank you for joining me. >> thanchs for having me. >> what was your reaction? >> first we thought it was a joke. i was at a dinner party getting text messages from people. yeah it was a really interesting experience to say the least. >> interesting. were you afraid when you realized that this -- your site might have been hacked by isis? >> well at first i thought i would go to the news and there was going to be thousands of people hacked, and then all of a sudden we did some searches and noticed that we were one of very few people. when i did a search there was no one else saying this happened. we thought we were the only ones targeted and then after doing some research slowly more and more people were coming out, but it was still such a small number that we were really nervous that it was targeted for us specifically. >> why do you think you were targeted your company? >> so we did some fundraising and some charity work back in

august which got some international attention. we thought maybe it garnered the wrong type of attention. we haven't heard anything negative about it. we did a big fund-raiser for third world countries. we thought maybe it got over there somehow and they were somehow saw it and maybe thought we would be a target to hit. maybe we were easier than other non-profits or something that they could hit and that was our initial assumption. >> what are authorities telling you to do? >> not much right now. they're looking into it. they're obviously concerned that it wasn't a mass hack. i'm in the industry so usually when you see these types of hacks they find a plug-in and they're hacking thousands of websites at the time. they find a vulnerability. in this scenario it's very targeted, one or two companies in every state and one be or two coming out every day. its it's not like a mass hack that you would see where there's tens of thousands people affected.

it's a very small targeted and they're slowly trickling in every day. right now the fbi is keeping us in the dark a little bit until they find out exactly what's happening. >> so is life back to normal? i mean how are you dealing with it and your employees? >> i would say i'm getting a lot of family and friends contacting we're getting a lot of media, especially locally since we were the only one in the state that got hacked. there's a lot of concern going on. we're obviously locking the doors at the office. we're taking expra precautions. we're monitoring our servers and seeing who's coming in. yeah, it's a little bit -- everyone's definitely on alert at the office. >> i can understand that. phil laboon thank you for sharing. i appreciate it. >> thank you. still to come in the "newsroom," new never before seen surveillance video revealed. tracing the steps of the accused boston marathon bomber revealed. we're in boston. good morning. >> reporter: hey there, carol. this video shows the bizarre

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what did accused boston bomber dzhokhar tsarnaev do after killing three people and injuring more than 260? he went to a grocery store and bought some milk. seriously, take a look. federal prosecutors introduced

this never before seen video in court tracing the 22-year-old back to a whole foods less than a half hour after the deadly attack. cnn's alexandria field is covering the trial in boston. good morning. >> reporter: good morning, carol. the prosecution wants to show dzhokhar czartsarnaev as a cold blooded killer. they showed the jury the video of him purchasing milk. they show him at the gym and also combing through his social media highlighting one tweet in which he says he's a stress free kind of guy. dzhokhar tsarnaev inside a whole foods market carefully considering his choice of milk and then swapping it. ordinary moments in the aftermath of that horrifying attack. the milk run made less than half an hour after the blasts. in fbi video sequence shows

dzhokhar and his brother on marathon monday turning on to boylston street. they stopped together at one point before splitting up. there's a phone call between them then that first explosion at the finish line. that's tamerlin moments before. the sun was shining. a newlywed remembers her arms were wrapped around her husband. i didn't see anything. i didn't hear anything. i just felt like i was on a rocket. i just grabbed tightly to patrick and it felt like the two of us shot right up in the air. a nurse, a two-time marathoner a double amputee. she is wheeled to the witness stand, her service dog rescue by her side. i was most focused on my husband who was still next to me. his foot was detached just hanging on by a thin thread. then a man came over and said ma'am, you're on fire you're on fire. the fire was from my shoulder all the way down to my pants. farther down boylston street

dzhokhar seen with a backpack in front of him outside the restaurant. he walks away looks back later he takes off running with the crowd. when i got to the front of the forum the thing that struck me first was the smell of burning tissue and blood. it just looked like people a severed foot was on the curb in front of me. firefighter matt peterson hears the explosion and runs toward them scooping up 6-year-old jay richard and borrowing a belt to stop her bleeding. her leg was amputated above the knee. barely enough to place the tourniquet. she's watching the race feet from tsarnaev. i check her wound. she's yelling so i know she's

alive. i try to talk to her but i can't at that point. >> she could not be saved. her friend was taking deep breaths and wiping away tears more than one dozen witnesses who have testified. many survivors of this attack. they have shown great commitment to tell their stories and fighting to keep composeure while tsarnaev slumps down in his chair avoiding eye contact with the witnesses. checking other top stories for you. ferguson judge is resigning. the move comes after a scathing u.s. justice report that accused him of using his court to fund the city on the backs of poor minorities. the city's cases are being transferred to another judge. three senators want to legalize medical marijuana under federal law. rand paul cory booker are

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this next story is personal to the cnn team. it's about longtime anchor and correspondent miles o'brien. he was in the philippines when a piece of equipment fell and hit his arm. he ignored what he thought was a nasty bruise. the accident almost cause miles his wife. >> miles was rushed into the operating room.

at that point he thought he could still be treated but complications from compartment syndrome caused miles' blood pressure to fall during the procedure. with miles still under anesthesia the doctor made the decision to amputate miles' arm above the elbow. a painful decision that had to be made and probably saved his life. >> i could barely believe what i saw. i mean you know it's amazing that i -- it felt like it was there. it really did. it wasn't. >> miles was alive but he was in deep denial over what had just happened to him. >> i don't think we're very good human beings in general at perceiving what our real risks are, right? you tell people you're going to

fukushima. they say you're crazy. you say i'm stacking up pelican cases, they say so what? our perception of risk does not match the reality. i learned that in a very painful way. >> the denial was so strong miles left the hospital two days after his operation and checked into a hotel. he didn't tell anyone that his arm was gone. not his family. not his friends. not his co-workers. no one knew. >> i have tears in my eyes. our chief medical correspondent dr. sanjay gupta spent last year following his friend and mine as he learned to cope with the loss of his arm and i just can't imagine how emotional this was especially for miles but for you too. >> he's a brother to all of us right? we used to joke. you know miles well. he was covering space. he was the rocket scientist and

i was the brain surgeon. we heard a lot of fun together. when i heard this news it took the wind out of -- i couldn't breathe when i first heard what had happened to him. i tell you, he's obviously a very smart guy. he's very resilient guy but he taught me a lot through this whole process. we like to put things in neat packages. you go to denial to anger to bargaining and stages of grief. what i learned from miles because i was with him and he's my friend it's not that neat. it's sticky. it's messy. people get to acceptance and go back to denial again. he comes out of the gate going a million miles an hour. i want to do these things. i want to be miles o'brien again. >> i get that. if it happened to me i can see myself doing the same thing. it wouldn't just be i was in denial it would be i don't want to burden my family. i want to get on with my life and i can take care of myself. >> there's definitely a

component of that with him as well. can you imagine, he was sitting in his hotel room in the philippines for a week after this happened to him. he's still turning in stories he was shooting out there. they don't know he lost his arm. he doesn't tell his family. he doesn't tell anybody. talk about not wanting to burden people. that was certainly going through his mind as well. the lesson a little bit here is that sounds heroic in some ways but there is a psychological reckoning that people have to deal with at some point even if you are carol costello or miles o'brien, at some point you have to deal with these things and i think even a year later, he's still doing that. >> i just want to say something to you. whenever something happens to any of us at cnn medically, we call you. i did it too. my husband went through a terrible time. i called you, the neurosurgeon because i knew that you would know the answer. i want to say i so appreciate that. we all do. honestly. >> you're very kind to say that. it's an honor to be able to help.

there's not many times you get a chance to help other people. it's a privilege. i appreciate you saying that. >> thanks, sanjay. appreciate it. the report on miles o'brien tonight at 9:00 p.m. eastern here on cnn. the next hour of "cnn newsroom" starts now. happening now in the "newsroom," the s.a.e. letters have come down and frat members have until midnight to move out but finding new housing may not be their biggest problem as outrage grows over a racist video. >> i'm pursuing right now the legal rights of the university to act against individual students. >> they packed the streets and the capital and new rallies are planned today. what protesters want following the deadly police shooting of an unarmed teenager. let's talk in the "cnn newsroom."