You are worse than scientology... how the fuck do you get into a mental state of mind where you would think, "Hey, maybe that weird dude with the nappy beard in the bed sheet with a table cloth on his head (but wearing prescription glasses?) is right, I should blow myself up and hurt people for god!"
Ever notice Osama never strapped on bomb? Even Jim jones had the style to kill himself as well. Shit all out culty wacknuts are at least commited to go down with the ship while your mindwashing retardiphates sit around sipping camel piss and fingering dead dogs.