you decided to waive yourl anonymity in 2016 after seeing an interview with andy woodward, speaking publicly about the abuse he'd experienced as a boy at the hands of his coach. white was that the right point for you to then say, this happened to me, i was at newcastle, my name is derek bell. i think, as you mentioned, iwent newcastle, my name is derek bell. i think, as you mentioned, i went to court with my abuser in 2002. i waved my anonymity then, i wasn't in a well placed in 2002, i was still receiving quite intense therapy. i didn't cope with the case very well in 2002. i wanted my name to be, although close family and friends knew it was me in court, and then, 14 knew it was me in court, and then, 1k years later, watching the 1a years later, watching the television and one night, and then andy appears. and i thought in 2016, i thought i'm in a better place now than i was in 2002, to waive my anonymity so i obviously contacted newcastle united, northumbria police, i remember coming on your show way back in 2016, victoria. and i wanted to support other former professional footballers, i