you feel eric murdock sent the video to the school, why did he send it to the school? >> you have to ask him on those type of questions. i can only answer and explain or try to explain my actions. >> reporter: rutgers launched an investigation. >> the report the investigation produced didn't say "you must fire mike rice." it condemned some of his actions, but for the most part, it didn't exactly exonerate him. but, i think he felt that this was over. >> reporter: rice was suspended for three games. fines and lost income amounted to $75,000 and he was ordered to report to anger management counseling. do you have an anger issue? >> that's what a lot of people ask. the biggest misnomer, or mis -- uh, fact. because, if you watch practice, if anybody watched practice, i would lose self-control at times. yeah. but, two minutes after that, or two minutes previous to that, i'm high-fiving and cheering. i could be, the same person that i did that to -- i would, you know, be chest bumping, literally two minutes later. >> reporter: with the suspension over, rice was back in the g