okay doctor bakerak this is it he probably owned the taxi company. we laughed and i told him he was right and i said i was 48 lying was part of my everyday life i remember when i asked him to slow down because of my pregnancy and they would actually congratulate me asking me if it is a boy or girl now i have to lie even more and lie at work about going on a vacation. lies lies lies now or never. i had to eradicate the old me. i picked 51 and six months to be perpetual this age forever. i must be young at any price i work in media. my bosses wanted a young audience had it occurred to them an old woman could think smart for those who knew the true number they must be reversed to say you don't look your age to give me comfort. >> i told my husband and my son of my upcoming operation he issued me of my imminent death by surgery it's ridiculous my son said he will look like michael jackson. my husband said he looked just fine the way you are. okay i'm beautiful enough but not young enough for the rest of the world so meanwhile waiting for the miracle i op