i live in newham, which has one of the highest death tolls in the country on a borough—level. so, very scary to be going out of my little bubble of protection. there is the nhs nightingale london. i'm waiting to pass, and people are just... the one place you would expect social distancing to be happening, literally i stopped to pass through a doorway and people just walked past me. this is what i don't like. this is when i start to get anxious. anyway, i'm here. finished at the hospital. i told you, it ramps up every time — so, this time, they gave us a face mask to wear. so, literally every appointment, it has escalated a bit more. but, yeah, everything is ok with baby, heartbeat is fine. got another appointment for next week when we will look at possibly booking an induction. it is so weird. this is the first time since the pandemic that i've actually been in a shop with actual baby clothes! i'm so excited! i have been looking at stuff online, but you don't feel the excitement because you're just clicking on a picture. being in a shop and seeing them, it was nice. it was j